Before I had my son I had a full time job and was in college full time. I graduated college a week before he was born and now I'm at 23 year old stayat home mom (not that age matters). My husband has a great job that supports us and I recently opened a small start up business online, but it's is far from keeping me busy enough for part time daycare or supplying our family with any kind of income. I'm just all in my feelings today wishing we had extra money to go somewhere and even have a small break during the week to be reproductive and do things for myself. My husband has been gone all week on a business trip and I've had the baby by myself 24/7 and I'm just exhausted (he wakes up 5 times a night). Im currently looking at jobs to apply for but I would be absolutely heart broken if i had to leave him. Just one of those days I needed to vent!