Emotional

I'm 10 days post partum and I've been feeling overwhelmed with all of these emotions. Mainly the bad ones. The good ones I can handle. But i find myself worrying about bills, our future, my son, and just every thing that could go wrong.

I am so emotional and I know it's the hormones but I can cry so easily now. I wanted to cry because my husband wouldn't shower with me. Then I wanted to cry because he mentioned us sleeping separately since he's going back to work tomorrow so we don't wake him.

I think I am just feeling alone. I need the comfort of another person. Idk anymore. May be it's a mixture of us not putting each other first since the baby is here. I just feel lonely.

I love our son don't get me wrong, I could cry tears of joy just thinking about how great he is, but I miss the way things used to be. Sleeping next to my husband, cuddling, sex. Everything. Now he's always so tired and doesn't want to show affection. Please tell me this gets better.