Hello,

I'm 30, and 11 weeks into my first pregnancy.

Me and my ex were together for 6 years, and we decided to call it quits. I started seeing another man, but after a while I did go back to my ex, regretting having been apart for the last half year and genuinely excited about getting back together.

Now I find myself pregnant and unsure of which one is the father, with days being too close to figure it out and risk being wrong.

I am excited to be a first time mommy but also nervous as I'll be doing most everything on my own. A whole range of emotions that I've never experienced before. This is definitely not what I had in mind for my first pregnancy.

Looking for, hopefully, a bit of support or insight as the only thing that is getting me to stress less is that.. life is not always the fairy tale we had pictured for ourselves.