I feel like my life is starting to drag out. Lost trust from my mom, I don't even enjoy going to work, I feel so alone that I can't even tell my friends what's wrong with me. I feel like I can't breathe and the only things that keep me happy is my internship and my boyfriend. Even when I'm having a great day I still think about how crappy my life is right now. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't wanna commit suicide I just want to disappear and move to another city and start over.