I don't know what to do anymore...

Hi... So, I met a guy looong time ago and this year we started to be something (not boyfriend and girlfriend, but being more than just friends) We had sex every week, we met up like 3-4 times a week... and I just  started to like him a lot! But one day we fought and everything went downhill I guess.. Recently he told me he still feels a lot of stuff for me, but he just doesn't want to continue trying but after he told me all those things he said to me that he didn't want me out of his life, that he didn't want me to go out and have sex with another man... those words kind of make me had hope that we were gonna try again, but then days after he told me he said those words just as friends...
I actually cried in front of him and I'm trying to start something with him again, but I don't know if everything I'm doing is not worth it, what should I do???
EXCUSE MY BAD ENGLISH, IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE