Grief
I didn't even know you were here until you left.
We tried so hard for you only to be bereft.
I wondered if you were with me and that's why I dreamed of you,
But by the time I knew for sure there was nothing I could do
My own December baby, you were always my desire
To hold you and cuddle you warm by the the fire
To fill the year with the joy and excitement waiting for you
To finally tell the world and answer when they ask "when are you due?"
But instead I saw your fathers smile turn to tears
I felt the crushing pain that had been waiting all these years
The pain that started in my belly is now in my heart
My worst nightmare has come true now that we are apart
In spite of that you still left me a beautiful gift
Even though briefly you were here you gave me a lift
You made me a mother and not just a maybe
And I'll always love you my first sweet baby
For all the mothers that have lost their babies much too soon.
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