I was just told that my sister-in law is in labor. I was texted about it and I tried my best to be excited for her. I knew this day would come, but I didn't think it would be this hard. My clearly less than optimistic tone has ruffled some feathers. They all asked me why I wasn't more excited. It's been less than 2 months since my miscarriage and it's been so hard. I'm so scared to have to meet this precious baby without thinking about the one I've lost. To make it worse my husband doesn't want to try again for a long time. I'm just so jealous of her and I'm upset that I couldn't have that gift. I wanted it so badly. Don't know how to feel.