I need advice with this

Nicole
I've been on the pill for about 8 months now and really enjoyed it, it's worked well and my periods have been way less painful than before. But here's the problem, I feel like they've changed me and made me more anxious than I already was, it's pretty bad, so I want to stop them.
I'm just super nervous about my period after. I'm not too nervous about having sex, I feel that we can be careful. I'm more worried about my period and it being all over the place as a side effect of stopping it, which just makes me nervous to the max. I already get nervous with a very regular cycle. 
On the bright side no more having to take a pill at the same time every day, and maybe I'll be less anxious and feel better, but then I have more worry with my period being off and more painful, and a little more worry with sex. I need advice or even just some opinions at this point, I have no idea what to do. I'm 50/50 right now.. Thanks