When my fiance and I decided to ttc, every month I wasn't pregnant, he would reassure me that the birth control still hadn't worn off, or it's okay it will happen next time. But now ( a year from the last time depo shot was in my body) he's finally started to get upset each time I'm not pregnant. He would never tell me, but I can see it in his eyes and in the way he says "well maybe your pregnant this time!"  My period finally regulated the start of this year. January-march my periods were the exact same length apart. Then last month my period was 15 days late. And now I'm late again this month. It was the first month trying Opks and I ovulated and we BD. But With a BFN on the day of missed period I don't want to take another test. I just feel like I'm letting him down. Sorry I needed to vent to a community that understood what I was feeling.