i still have to try

katie
me: wow i'm sad and lonely today 
depression: you should isolate yourself and tell no one what's wrong 
me: what that, that's not a good idea.
depression: don't get out of bed and tell everyone your sick so they leave you alone 
me: that doesn't make sense how will i stop feeling sad if i don't try to fix it?
depression: you can't fix it so why even try
me: you don't KNOW that maybe someone can help
depression: they won't even ask 
me: then ill ask 
depression:why bother if they cared they would ask your just being a burden
me: i have to try 
depression: there's no point
me: i still have to try