My ex I will say now is bring up my pills for my depression. He says that he wants me to quit, if he quits doing all his hardcore drugs. This made me sick and disgusted. He knows that the times I've skipped I would constantly cry and fighting with my thoughts of suicide. Yet he makes this request. He says it's no big deal to quit cause my love is far better but then he says HOWEVER I want you to quit. I have no f***ing idea what to do. How to feel. Like WTF!