not the best experience so far...

So I'm 15w2d pregnant and I'm not happy at all... everyone else seems to be happy about it I just can't my bf isn't making it easy... he has so much problems and I'm living with him so I have problems too... I moved in just few months ago with him and I feel like I wanna go back home but I don't wanna be a looser... I don't deserve being treated like this I don't deserve living in somebody's living room with no privacy or not even clean environment I hate this situation so bad I'd left if i wasn't pregnant... I love him but this is going out of control and I idk if I can't take it anymore. It makes me wish I wasn't pregnant 💔😢