I'm 17 and my boyfriend and I were going to make a year on June 10. Well he just broke up with me and I'm heartbroken😔 as you may know I was raped when I was younger if you have read my recent posts and I was stuck wether to finally tell my parents. I told them on Thursday, they didn't take it well and I'm going to therapy to get the help that I need. I'm happy about that because keeping that secret was killing me over the years. I wish that he would have known why I couldn't and why it was hard for me to say an I love you, hug him or show any other type of affection. I lost him now and I was already thinking about telling him, my mom wanted to talk to him so that he could also support me and help me get through this but he broke up with me, I fucking lost him. He hated how I never showed him affection and he broke up with me. It's all my fault, I wish I wouldn't exist rn because I was raped I can't be happy. It's just hard for me to show affection to anybody I'm just scared, i don't even hug my dad. I'm so sad😩 I wanted a future with him and he made me the happiest person. All the memories that I had with him, it hurts it really hurts😢I don't know what to do, can someone please help me with that?