We've still been talking and skyping and such, and I really like his personality! But I'm worried that I'll put all this effort into a relationship, then get back to town at the end of the summer and realize I am not attracted to him physically! Like I see his face when we're skyping and it's ok, but his body isn't ideal (he's pretty scrawny and I prefer muscle-y guys) and his clothing style isn't my favorite. And his teeth are pretty all over the place. 😬

And then I started thinking about introducing him to my friends and my sisters and family, and I almost felt kind of embarrassed. Just because of his general look and clothing style. And now I feel SUPER shallow for thinking all of this, since he has such a great personality. 

I'm pretty confident in myself and like to think I'm attractive and date pretty attractive guys, so this whole thing is weird for me. I'm worried about what people will think. Has anyone been through this? Or have any advice for me? It's ok if you judge me and call me shallow haha. I feel awful for thinking this.