Opening up

Okay so I kinda have some trust issues with guys, so when I'm chatting or dating with a guy I'm mostly maybe even a little bit rude or I act uninterested in the beginning because I don't want to get attached to people too soon 'cause I know I'll get hurt. But when I'm talking to them for a longer period of time, I start opening up more and more till the point I'm like my complete honest self but I feel the more I open up to a guy, the more they lose their interest in me... I just don't know what it is but it just hurts my feelings like right now and I can't help but cry myself to sleep 'cause I never seem good enough to anyone...

Just needed to say that, have a nice day/evening.