fighting over baby dances 😢

My SO says he wants a baby but every month when it comes down to those important few days and ovulation he just isnt in the mood. He's either too tired or lately too drunk (brought home a bunch of wine from France and he's been enjoying it a little too much). Tonight he lashed out at me and we got in a fight about this. It's like every month around this time it's something and I'm getting so heartbroken and frustrated bc I feel like we are just not a team with this. As much as he says he wants a baby, I feel like I'm in this alone. Next week I fly home for two months and so this is my only day left - ovulation day. Why on earth is this so difficult! 😔😔 Are your SO a team with you when it comes to baby dancing week? Feeling sad.Â