A little background info. I'm 42yrs. young going on 43 this year. I have 4 children from my previous marriage 2 boys, 2 girls (age 21, 20, 17 & 15). Recently remarried in Oct 2016, became pregnant immediately. Miscarried Dec 2nd. Was devastated everything happen so quickly. Went from honeymoon to pregnancy to miscarriage within the span of 5 weeks. Not sure if I wanted to try again. Because to go through the next pregnancy being scared, fearful and keeping it a secret is not the experience I wanted to have. I avoided talking with my husband about trying again. Just figured if he doesn't say anything then I won't. I would go through menopause and that would be the end of that. But 2 weeks ago I decided to have the talk. It wouldn't be fair not too, considering he doesn't have any biological children of his own. He said he's be thinking about it for the past couple of months but didn't know how to bring it up because of what happened. The next day experienced nipples soreness and back pain. Last week thick white discharge, nausea, now heartburn and 3 days late on top of all the other symptoms. Pretty sure I'm pregnant. So I seat here tonight, on his birthday wanting to wait until Father's Day to surprise him but thinking I need to tell him right away because the last time I tried to hold out until Christmas but had to tell him that I was pregnant & losing the baby all in 1 breath. Don't want to tell my parents, other kids or friends like I had before. Surprisingly feeling excited hopeful. Praying God will shower me with his grace and mercy for this pregnancy. Will test this Wednesday to confirm. 🙏👣