feeling fat-tastic

Ugh. After trying on about 15 dresses for upcoming vacay and having NONE of them fit right over my fluffy 21w bump and out of control tatas (DH has no complaints tho), of course I'm going to sit down and have a giant peanut butter choc chip cookie and a bowl of Cheetos...!!! 😩 still waiting for that second trimester glow/happy vibe!! 😑 Anyone else?!?!