lost and scared

I've never wanted anything more than I have a baby!!! I've given everything up to have one, there precious, a miracle and such a beautiful thing, I'm so ready for one but I just feel so alone and lost in my pregnancy, I know it's normal to be scared but I didn't think I would be, I have no friends because of my pregnancy, my partner is excited but he doesn't really help he just moans when I say I'm too tired, I'm high risk so can't do a lot, I push myself as it is, I've given up so much, I had the chance to work abroad make a difference, go back to collage and my life has been put on hold for my baby I wouldn't have it any other way but that chance wouldn't come again, any positivity? 😓