I'm I out or not ?

This is the question I have asked myself today. Bc I didn't have any symptoms now feeling crampy. I am also staring to spot a little and it's brownish in color. I'm 3 days late so I'm trying not to get excited or depressed yet. But since having a mc in April things I never would have been worried about now I feel like I blow out portion. Anyone else in this boat or feel this way? I haven't tested yet I always hate the rejection. My first kid I was even trying now bc I'm trying I feel like I don't know what I'm doing.