Heartbroken

Lola
If you are in this group I'm guessing you are in a similar situation and struggling to come to terms with a miscarriage, I wish you lots of strength for the future.
After 5 years of trying and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> we got pregnant naturally, until the weekend when at 9 weeks I started to bleed and a scan confirmed my worst fears that baby had no heartbeat. 
I feel so alone. My husband shuts down in situations like this, I just want a hug and to be told it will be ok. I feel like I'm to blame although there is nothing I could have done to prevent this. 
The hospital weren't much support, after the scan I had to sit in a room with people coming out looking at their scans, while i sobbed. The nurse just discharged me and we came home. I've no idea how to deal with this, what to expect, what physical and emotional feelings are normal. 
I've gone from thinking I could never have children to my dreams coming true to be snatched away from me.