I thought something was wrong with me😕 because I didn't feel love for this baby. I felt so horrible thinking, how can I not love it yet. I should, I'm suppose to. But I didn't  just thought bout the negative selfish stuff. That was until I had my ultrasound today and saw this little baby moving around so much the doctor could barely take a clear photo. The heartbeat was so beautiful. My boyfriend face was full of amazement. I love her now(hoping for a girl lol). Maybe I always did😊 But now, there's no question. Today changed everythg💕