So I started seeing a guy back at the first of March when I was working in NW Texas and at first I was a little if'y about it because he's quite a bit older than me. And I was trying not to date guys that much older than me anymore.. And he was trying to date women closer to his age, but here we are lol. He has been beyond great! And I couldn't ask for better! We both have stuff going on that is difficult to deal with outside of our relationship  but we have both been very open and honest from the beginning! And boy!! The difference it makes when you tell each other everything! From the biggest things and the most minute things!! I swear he's the best things that's ever happened to me! And I swear he just gets more attractive the more I'm around him!! I could listen to him talk all day and just look at him with this huge smile on my face!! I love everything about him! Baggage and all! I've never had anyone treat me the way he does.. Now the only thing I think either of at worried about, is we both work construction but I don't just work for the company he does.. I work for another company and were suppose to be working a job in August that could last up to two months.. And from where he lives it's about a 6 hour drive... And when I talk about it he just gets this sad look on his face.. And I feel bad, but I know I have to go make money, and he knows that! But I don't know how well he's gonna do being that far from me.. Over the last month I've been off and he's been working not far from where I live so he's just been staying with me .! And we've both gotten use to seeing each other often... Which doesn't make it easy for me to leave on this next big job... And if I had it my way I would just pack him up and take him with me! Lol but anywho, I could go on and on about him. But I'll stop now lol just remember, don't lose hope when it comes to happiness! You'll have to find happiness in yourself before you can be happy with someone else. And there is someone out there! In  places you least expect!! 🙂