feeling depressed

Laila • Laila Hernandez
Just feel out of place with my husband he was on the phone with a friend that his girlfriend is expecting and she's having her baby before me we didn't told nobody and I told him let's keep it a secret so nobody knew about my pregnancy so a couple days ago his friend called and gave him the knews about that his girl is having twins what a surprise lucky them my husband was so happy for him I just got so emotional and plus we had visitors so I went to my room and locked myself and wanted to cry hard but didn't want for the visitors to find out than my husband comes and sees me sad and ask me what's wrong like he doesn't remember I berly lost my baby may 16 like he doesn't know I'm sensitive so when I see his kids it gonna remember of my baby that he would of been there age like it hurts at hell why my baby and they gonna be blessed with twins