I hope he doesn't notice my tears

Alicia • Trying over year n half. One failed IVF in the beginning of our first FET. Fingers crossed
Well after over 5000 in medical bills to fix my husband's varicocele problem and after 90 days there has been no improvement in the sperm count/morphology. I'm devastated trying to keep it together before my husband comes home so I can keep him strong. We are meeting with the doctor Monday to discuss <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I feel so empty.