I don't hate people, but this is different
I fucken hate him and his mom!!!!! I fucken can't stand them!!! They care about money and the shit they give people!!!! I know the shit they said about me and because I didn't give them the wedding rings.... they fucken stress me out! I just want to cry because of this shit! Like they fucken don't see everything I fucken did or ask my parents to do for him to help us improve our life! Instead they insisted that I give them a fucken check of $280 of life insurance that had with them instead of be like you know what it's lost and let her have it beside she did all this for him! It's not like I need the fucken money! Because of his fucken ass I can't get help for school! I had to pay out of my pocket $276. All I got from him was maybe 1000 while I was with him and + 250 from the last 2 years taxes we did them together and him paying for it and wedding ring and everything else was pain! Even my mom is upset and is like take copy of the things u have. And give everything! I so fucken hot 😡 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 I want cry and know my sugar went up like hell!!!!! I'm piss!!!! I can't say shit because I don't want anyone to know!!!!My mom is like tell them you can go in only on the 10 because that's when I don't go to work and then the following weekend is my graduation..... so I told his mom that and she's like but you know I can't because I have an appt. like if I know.... she want to come to my house and I was no I'm never home and my mom said the same thing. So I have to go on the tenth. She wants it now because of the money. I just don't want to see them because I'm mad and as well I don't want them to know I'm pregnant.... even though I know they will find out because of my mom page! They are still friends. Which in a way I don't care because like that they could see that I wasn't the problem, then they will think that I'm with someone even thou I am but it's not their business. And because I have one friend in common which she talks to me more then him. And one of his friend asked me to be his friend which I did not respond because I know he talks to him and will tell him.... all this is fucken bullshit and they are just fucken stressing me out more! This couldn't be a fucken easy divorce!!!!!!!!! It's fucken been two year well almost two years in Aug. but shit! After everything he fucken did to me!
No one knew and try to keep it to myself. The only one knew was his mother because we lived with her, her boyfriend and his brother. My parents only saw me come home once my brother and uncle and one friend knew about other things.
1) he cheated on me. He msg other girl and said he wasn't married and asked them out. Phone and email. I found out later often we got married.
2.) would get drunk and wake me up just to hit me.
3.) say I was the one cheating on him.
4.) never wanted to do anything with me he always wanted to do thing on his own. ( so forced me to things on my own)
5.) any thing he didn't approve he would go to my mother.
6.) Argue with me just because. (Start to not care if his friends were around)
7.) never did anything because he was drunk and never offer to help my parents on their side job knowing I was going by myself.
8.) even when I didn't want sex he would push me and tell me I was cheating on him.
9.) would put me down when ever he cans
10.) blame me for not being able to have kids because he already had one from his first marriage ( this is his third marriage with me. it's not me because I'm 23 weeks now)
11.) he didn't want to move from his moms house and closer to my parents even thou they are never home only on the weekend (we I leave only 5 min away. I own this home)
12.) he won't stop drinking not until this day.
I help him and I'm not asking for anything
1.) Help him pay off his debt I kinda use only 1000 from that but he was 10000 debt (what me to pay off his card again when we separated as well as my card)
2.) he got a new car a year before we got together 2012 he need to pay off the car 2017 but I pay off 2015.
3.) trying to help him save for his son.
4.) try to help him get papers and pay for things when needed by me or my parents.
5.) I had to stop school to get two jobs
6.) bought his mom things that need for got got broken.
7.) made sure to he went to the doctor miss work for that.
8.) I had pay all my medical bills and psychologist that at first it was for him to help get his bills.
His mom help us:
By charging rent.
Him:
Only when I got in trouble with my tickets.
I might be wrong but I'm not asking for anything why are they asking for all this things....
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