still hoping for a positive.....

Chandy
Am I crazy? I got 3 positive ovulation tests, did 3 inseminations, and started my period 9 days early.. am I crazy for hoping I can get a positive test soon? I'm done bleeding. It was so early. My mom said she bled throughout her pregnancies (including before she got a positive test) so am I crazy for still hoping? lol here's my chart just for fun😂 the 3 hearts in the green spots are the inseminations.