I'm taking a very serious interest in girls. I knew for the longest that i liked them. At the age of 9 actually. I'm open to date boy/girl whoever catches my heart first. There's just one thing. My house doesn't accept gay's. I have no problem with it I keep telling them love is love at the end of the day. They're all suborn they never listen. They tell me we all must live by the way of god. I know if i tell them i will no longer be accepted by them. In order for me to actually be me and stop hiding in the closet i feel as i should tell them. I dont know what to do at this point. If i date a girl it wouldn't be fair for her. It also would not be fair to me. I want to be accepted by them but i know im not. What can I honestly do at this point?