My ex and I broke up three wells ago. We had been together for 4 years and we have 3 kids at home 1 from his previous relationship and one on the way. 31 weeks now. It's been such a roller  coaster of emotions. From pregnancy hormones to my father being murdered. I just feel like I was really mean and push d him away and then he wanted nothing to do with me so I got even more resentful. I just wanted time. I didn't want to spend everyday by myself. He let me stay at home so he worked untill 5 then has a shop on etsy he has to gather driftwood for. I just feel like I should have some time like it wasn't fair that I wouldn't see him untill 10 or 11 every night. Before I was pregnant it was okay between us. This pregnancy has ruined my life 😥 now I am not able to eat like anything. I can't keep anything down and nothing looks appetizing at all. I'm down a few pounds and my doctor has asked me to eat more but I'm not a small woman so I don't know if I should really be worried right now. I don't know what to do. 😔  he hasn't even moved all his stuff out. So I'm stuck here looking at it everyday reminded of what is no longer. Then said maybe once you have her ill feel different. I was like oh heck no. If you think you can abandon me for th last and hardest part of pregnancy than walk back like everything is okay your mistaken sir. Smh like where does he get off. So he said he would pay my rent at the home we lived in untill a month or so after I have her so I don't have to go to work full time. I think he is just using that to keep me on the back burner if he decideds one day he wants his family back. I have little to no money and moving isn't even an option untill after I have her. It's just too much so I guess I'll just play his game and pretend everything is okay and let him pay my rent.