Hopeful ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

Yesterday, I found out I have PCOS, need to start metformin asap, go for another pelvic ultrasound in a few weeks, do more bloodwork, and need to do another Pap test in 6 months since they found "abnormal cells" and need to make sure it's not cervical cancer (told not to worry since it's a small chance, but yeah right I won't stress - have we met?!๐Ÿ˜’).
My husband and I are trying for our first, and the news hit me like a ton of bricks. After a night of crying, I woke up trying to be in high spirits as it's my husband's birthday and I didn't want us to worry about all the news we received, not today. 
While out, we decided to go to a baby store and buy these cute booties. We decided this will be my sign/gift to him when we finally conceive. I'm going to hide it until the time comes, but today I decided I'm not going to take this lying down and will give it all I've got. 
Praying for our BFP ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ. We love you already, more than you'll ever know... we're ready when you are โ™ฅ๏ธ. 
Any and all advice is greatly appreciated. I'm so lost right now.