Feeling so down ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ญ no baby, friends and feeling lonely

Stef
I'm feeling so down at the moment, 2+ years TTC #1 age 31, PCOS and Clomid hasn't worked again this month.
My husband is military and I should be used to friends moving on but my best friend is moving tomorrow and I am heartbroken ๐Ÿ’” I haven't told anyone about my fertility issues and confide in her regarding every minute detail, plus she has 3 gorgeous little ones who over the last 5 years I have totally fallen in love with. I treat them as if they're my own and my substitute kiddies until we might have our own, so I feel like I'm losing them too ๐Ÿ’”. It's just hit home today that I will have no friend to confide this personal stuff in and how much I'll miss the kids too. No question here, I just feel so sad, need a hug and am wondering WHEN WILL IT HAPPEN FOR US?! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿผ
Oh my husband is away from tomorrow evening too so double whammy!ย