Weight terrible after pregnancy.

Audra 🌻 • Mommy to Oliver King Guzman. 💛
98 lbs prior to pregnancy. Now 140 lbs and it's been a year postpartum. I gained A LOT with my son, I was always hungry. Never had morning sickness, it was just always straight hunger. I'm always depressed about my weight. I had a great body. My fiancé is a good looking man, and he loves me even though I gained so much weight. I tried doing cardio but I wasn't fully committed. A month went by and I wasn't losing anything, so I gave up. I don't know what do to. I just want to look good for him. I always fear he might be telling me I still look beautiful and my body is great because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings. Now I'm pregnant again, and I fear I might just balloon up again and be even heavier after this pregnancy. I'm always hungry again. Just ranting.