Okay so first off I am 16, I feel that is important information. I know for a fact I'm gay (I mean you SEEN women!!??) and I am actually very uncomfortable with sex. I have had sex with one of my friends twice ( don't judge me please we're young and explorative ) and she had a great time, but I didn't. I've never had an orgasm and I never put much thought into masterbation. After and during I felt so gross, I tried masterbating later and I actually threw up, I just felt so repulsed. I actually find it hard to wear a tampon because just the feeling of something inside of me is mental agony. I did some research online and I decided to explore my body and try to find any turn ons, I couldn't even find one.     Also despite the thing with my friend ( which was just me helping her because she was horny ) I have never really been romantically attracted to anyone besides my very best friend, who (thank god) also happens to be gay, but we've never been together because of the fact she is my best friend. :0(     So I guess my questions are, what's going on? Is this normal? Should I see a doctor? And any thoughts or comments?