So my hubby and I have been trying for about 6 months with no luck. It's hard for us, he's a firefighter/paramedic and I'm an emt trying to become a paramedic (fingers crossed I pass the test in the next couple of weeks!). Anywho I work with a lot of woman who are getting pregnant. I'm happy and super excited for them but I also feel sad and kinda upset. I had a miscarriage about 3 years ago in October, and we decided not to try as we were living apart and not settled yet. I feel like I lost my chance to have kids. I was told when I was 16 I would never be able to have children. I just feel everything at once; sad, upset, hurt, depressed, happy, excited. I just can't keep my head straight. Ugh I just needed to get all of this out and off my chest.