fingers crossed

Harshali
Misccaried in May 2016 , TTC since approx last 9 months, hope this is my rainbow 👶🏻 baby , plz clear my dilemma! 
I dyingly want to be mother but at the same time I dnt want to keep any fake hopes and get hurted every time. Are they positive lines or just my fake expectations ☹️😬this was the result in 1.5 min of testing.🤞🏻