In tears...advice and support please.

Shannon
Yesterday I got a vvvfl. I was over joyed and in shock. Af came last month and after she left I just didn't feel normal. Boobs are still sore, headache, nausea, and crappy twinges and pulling in my uterus. Not to mention I'm supposed to be ovulating and not having any of my usual symptoms. No CM at all since AF, no ovulation cramps. So I tested and got my vvvfl. Tested today with a FR expecting to see a line and nothing. I have been crying all day. Took a test using some strips my boss gave me (I'm a nurse) and it doesn't look any different. So I have been sitting here crying all day. I will never have my rainbow baby. 
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