40 was pretty late to start TTC. I'm 42 in a couple of weeks, just got my period. Crying. I'm not going to try to get medical help (too many obstacles with my health including mental health).

Before I found my lovely partner, I never thought I wanted a child. Now I do, and I think my chance has been and gone. I want to give up trying, will keep on having unprotected sex, but... hope has gone. I have so much to be grateful for otherwise, I will think on that.