please help me

hello! this is my first time posting on here, even though i have been on this app for about a year. i cannot shake the feeling that my mother does not like me. i feel like i've put her through so much that she's so sick of me now. i'm 15 and i am going through a lot. i do not have friends and i have severe anxiety and depression. i have ADD which means i don't focus all that much either. i feel like i'm just a screw up daughter that she doesnt care about anymore. i feel like i waste all of her money and just deserve to be given up on. i constantly feel terrible and she calls me a baby for crying in my room most of the time because i am always upset. she blames me for a lot and that only adds to the problem. it's like she realizes how shitty i feel, but doesn't want to really acknowledge it. someone please help. does my mom still love me?