Am I normal?

Erin
So this guy kinda-sorta pressured me into some kissing, and then trying to suck his dick. (I wanted to, so it wasn't harassment or anything like that). 
But it scared the holy Jesus out of me, and I was just wondering if anyone else was scared (and possibly not even turned on) by the thought of kissing someone and doing sexual things.... 🤷‍♀️
Am I normal??
 HELP!!