Ok I've fought posting long enough. Anyone Who knows me knows that I want a baby more than anything I want to be your mom I was made to be a mom unfortunately I have been struggling addiction for the latter part of my life and I can't get pregnant go figure as much as I want to baby every time I get high I asked myself why did you do this and how is this affecting you getting pregnant? And no I'm not having a baby to try to make me happy I grew up in addicted household and I know that a baby will not make me stop doing drugs but it will I know that I thought you lines I would quit I need help