Confused

Tanya • Miscarried at 8 weeks 2/12/18.. 💔👼 🌈 baby.. 11/30/2018
I have been trying for 3 years and 4 months to have a baby with no luck. I have tried clear blue easy ovulation predictor kits and never received a positive. I got the dark CM this morning but I'm not sure what that means. My app says today starts my fertile days. I went to get a pap this morning and I have slight cramps. Not sure if they are from ovulation or pap 🤔 I'm hoping to have a weekend full of romance since the Dr has me nice and opened up just crossing my fingers eyes toes and everything else that I am fertile and this finally works 🙏🙏