I loved him but not anymore. I feel like I'm being choked. I want out. I want to tell him but I can't hurt him. It was all a mistake. The only good thing is mini him and mini me. We are not one anymore we lost our love and found anger and regret instead. We argue over nothing I'm beginning to stop choosing him I'm starting to hate him everything  he does I want to call him names but the thought of hurting him.... kills me... so I say I love you. I lie to myself and you that everything will be alright... thinking about life without you makes me sad but thinking about being free from you makes me want to leap... I hate myself. And I don't love you.