I need advice, I'm miserable or upset at least every day thanks to my partner, he does some amazing thoughtless sweet things but some days I question why I'm even with him, I come home from work and start telling him about my hard day at work and all he did was roll his eyes and tell me if I quit my job I'd be a lot less moany, when he comments things like that he knows on some level he's upset me so he usually tries giving me hugs after, but honestly I feel repulsed by his touch when he does and says things like that, he's 24 and plays on his PS4 every day after work for hours at a time, I spend all my time in the living room as his PS4 is in our bedroom, I feel so lonely but whenever I try talk about it I get shouted at, idk what to do anymore I love him but my mental health is being so strained, I feel like a constant 2nd best burden.