Memorial day weekend I went out with all my senior friends to the annual senior weekend(I'm a junior) with a bunch of my senior friends bc I wanted to have fun with them before they graduate. I was having a great time drinking and hanging out at another friends hotel but this guy I've known all year(who's always tried to get into my pants) was really flirty. Needless to say we both got a little too much and he popped my cherry. So when the weekend ended and we came back to school he started telling everyone. Like practically bragging about it and I was humiliated. He even started telling people he took a video of me giving him head. My friend confronted him and he came clean to him and told him he was just saying it to sound cool. But I lost a lot of friends bc he's telling people that I wanted him to record us and I swear I didn't. Even my two cousins won't talk to me bc they're best friends with him. So now I feel like complete shit and the friends I do have left say I didn't do anything wrong but why do I feel like I did? Honestly I cannot wait until he graduates and I never have to see him again.