I left my SO today. Its sad to say... but I wish he would of came after me or i would of at least gotten a please dont go.. but i got nothing. I ddnt leave because i stopped loving him i left because of how i was treated. I have no where to go for the night so were in thr house together. Im sitting in the bathroom crying how pathetic i know and i just cant help but think of the last time i left him and he begged and pleaded for hours even cried for me not to go hugged me said hed change. I miss the love he had for me i remember looking at him and thinking this man really loves me. Now hes just watching tv like nothing. He tried to calmly walk towards me as i cried leave me alone he just walked away and i quietly whispered in my head please fight for me show me you care. Ive had this feeling for months that he was losing love for me.. now that i ended it i feel as though hes wanted to end it too hes been super rude and pushing my needs aside for his friends. Acting like im crazy for being emotional (im pregnant) after 2 years hes barely changed and i cant take it. I love this man but the way he mistreats me is wrong. I remember us staring in each others eyes for hours always holding hands always kissing him always saying how beautiful i was always happy, now we barely touch ive never get a compliment unless i ask do i look good and even then its just a yeah. Even when hes here i feel alone.