I remember when you would fight and beg for me to stay. I remember when the thought of us being apart brought you to your knees and now... i get nothing a few pathetic tears and many meaningless im sorrys. I remember our love was strong and radiating.. and now i feel nothing coming from your end only cold dying out embers. My heart fragmented pieces destroyed by you by the lies of change by the cheating by the pain you caused. I forgave you i cried to many times and im done i cant hear your bland im sorrys. The love i have remains though as i wish youd come fighting for our love but you will not i still lie here waiting butterflies in my stomach wondering if this is really it if we are really done... but as the hours pass and you do not show i begin to slowly realize im alone deeply and painfully alone. Each butterfly dies and my stomach slowly becomes a heavy knot. You leave not because i shoved you away but because the opportunity was presented, your bags are packed, your leaving. My stone cold body Still as i slightly whisper to myself please stay.