Rantish

He calls me beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, princess. He talks about how he wants to marry me. But he only compliments me if I initiate. If I'm upset he doesn't act caring most of the time, he tells me I'm overreacting. And he never texts first, ever, it's always up to me. I always try my best to make him feel special and know he's loved but.. he doesn't, not really. He know that I'm not very experienced sexually, yet he's always talking about having me in gamgbangs and threesomes, Even though I have thought about them, they terrify me so much, especially after finding out about my retroverted uterus. I know this boy loves me but... I just wish he'd show it more... he said he loved me from the moment we first had Sex... I don't have the heart to tell him I hate my first time... he thinks it was amazing... this wasn't supposed to be a bad rant I swear but yeah... I get upset a lot