I had a date with a guy who is fit (he almost has a six pack) and really attractive. We ended up going back to his place and we had sex. I usually do it in the dark but he had a candle on in his room. 
I felt insecure that he could see my body. I'm chunky and have little rolls. He would try to grab me to bring me closer to him but I would somehow make him come to me instead. 
I've also been stressed lately and when that happens I break out all over my body. 
I felt gross and not enough. He could have anyone but he was with me. 
I know this really isn't a question but I just wanted to get it off my chest.