Should I test?!

Kelsi
So here's the spill. I have kinda been trying to get pregnant for 2 years. I came off my birth control and it messed up my periods so bad I wasn't even having one half the time but about 5 months ago my periods started becomeing regular again. ( I was also diagnosed with PCOS right after coming off my bc) I usually have a few symptoms including my boobs hurts I cramp a little and I'm super emotional. All of which haven't happened yet and I'm about 4 days late. Im kinda worried to test though cause I don't wanna see negative. What should I do? 😞
Also my hubby and I lost custody of his daughter a week after we got married so me having a baby means a ton to both of us and I feel like I'm letting him down even though he says it's no big deal.