so nervous and scared!

Philippa
I feel horrible. I just want this trimester over with so I feel safer that it's stuck. 4weeks 4days. I was tired but been sleepy by heaps but so not anymore, bloating is going down. Beginning to feel "normal", feel like it's cause I'm going to miscarry 😢. To top it off I have a herpes outbreak and had to opt for having a drug that could cause deformation (although seems to be used a ton) over having the full on outbreak and possibly mis carrying. I feel so awful.